My Mother

Lately I have come to find out how much I love my mom! Even after all her crazy antics and weirdness and all the arguments and fights it amazes me how much of bond I have with her. I am in love with so many things she says and does that sometimes only I understand but its ok. I love watching her wash dishes, there is something about the way she washes them that brings me so much peace. I remember watching her in our old outside kitchen, no matter what I was doing I would stop and take a couple minutes to watch her. Now at the age of 24 every time I am feeling stressed or overwhelmed I occasionally will flashback to that time and it really comforts me. It is a strange thing, but it really warms my heart. I also love watching her write. She has the most beautiful handwriting. It is such a beautiful thing to watch her write anything...even though she writes pain stakingly slow and at times it irritates the heck out of me I still find it to be a beautiful process. I love the way she smells. She smells like Eternity perfume by Calvin Klein. Its like even though she doesnt wear that perfume anymore its like it is embedded into her skin forever for ETERNITY. I love when she scratches my back. I also LOVE her weirdness and find most everyday that alot of why the way I am in a weird sense is because of her. I dont know where to begin to try to explain how weird she is. She is probably the best mom in the world!

So I started this blog about a month ago and I neglected to finish it. I really wanted my mom to read this but sadly she fell asleep in death. I know she is in the best possible place right now, in Jehovah's memory awaiting to be awaken from death into the new world. Oh how I long for the day to see her and hug her again!